webster dumped me for someone younger

have you ever noticed, even as writers...
sometimes we lose our magic touch with words?
its like trying to ride a bike, or keeping a standard wpm (words per min)
it takes commitment. and commitment requires practice.

i still get lost in my head.
my head is halfway down a mental track and im still trying to figure out how to phrase the first part of my sentance.

maybe its because there is a mental disconnect. like who i was two minutes ago simply cant get along with who i am becoming now. so like a conscientious objector my subconscience starts to riot. throwing my mind into upheaval.

(so, not likely, but it was worth a try)

something has to change. and its me.